This was a process through the years of relating to God. People do not become best friends over night. We take steps, share things, learn to trust ...or not. God has nothing but time, and whether or not we know it, He is in control of the time we have here. He promised not to cut it short. He desires for us to have a fully mature relationship with Him. He has GREAT boundaries that are for our growth. So with that I will tell you what I wrote years ago. I did not understand it then, He has taken about 3 years to get me to this point of understanding; which of course is only part of it.
"There is but light and dark, we are the movement inbetween"
Defined, in-between means, lying between two extremes in time or space or state; an intermediate.
Think about all the scriptures speaking of light and dark. God saw light was good. God seperated light from darkness. We are under the heavenly lights, we move within the light and dark. He brings light into darkness. How dark is that darkness? Darkness will overwhelm me, and the light will be my night. The one forming light and creating darkness.
These are only a few. So where are we in the light and darkness? Another verse to throw into this mix is Hebrews 9:5 (KJ) "And over it the cherubims of glory shadowing the mercyseat; of which we cannot now speak particularly."
In this passage they were not going to go there..but we are. Take the time to look up some of these points, sit with God - whether you think He will answer of not - and ponder some of these things. I pray you go for the "Ask". I belive you will hear His voice resonate deep within the midst of your soul. That is where the gift was placed...the gift of truth, counsel, wisdom; this is the Holiest of Holiess where His spirit calls Home.
With Love and Light in Christ,